Everything gets worse when I wake up,
A shattered mind clenching on to your lies.
I wonder why I’ve tried when nothing is there,
To wallow in shit and pretend in joy.
I’ll never forget the grey I accept.
A life led in chains, I still can’t get by.
Clocked out still dead, the reality remains.
Thoughts of escape destroy what’s left.
Sick of this human fucking sickness.
Tired of this ‘lucid’ robotic life.
Fuck all your gods who tried but raped,
And everything you’ve ever held true.
Knelt beside this cross you led me near,
Wished for an end, but I’m still here.
Veiled in fog, this path is my own,
Where to own is to breathe, to fade to fucking none.
A foreboding black-doom metal dirge, meditating on a dark world caked in ash, resulting from all the Earth’s nuclear arsenal detonating at once. Bandcamp Album of the Day Jun 14, 2018